.modernized.

i was sitting by the window on the bus. suddenly i felt a sharp pain in my head. what was happening to me? i thought i was going to faint any moment because i have history of fainting before. i looked out of the window again and the pain worsened. ouch! was i suffering from living-in-a-too-modernised-place syndrome? the never ending traffic frightened me. the high rise buildings were going to gobble me. the traffic lights were changing at the speed of light. for the first time in my life, i am getting sick of the lifestyle i am in now. i start to detest the comfort and convenience i have. living in a modernized country does not seem to be a big deal to me anymore. i want to isolate myself from all the chaos here and give myself some moments of peace and quietness. i would not mind sitting at a cafe, drinking coffee or tea and reading my book away. i will not complain how slack my life is anymore. i will be contented if there is no work for me to do at all. why am i harbouring such thoughts now?

"let me free"